A Song That Defines My Life.
In my life I've been faced with many obstacles that I had to overcome. Their were times when I felt like giving up and just throwing in the towel so to speak but I never did. As a child I was adopted and never knew my real parents, as a child it wasn't that bad but growing up it became hard for me. Many times I question myself, why was I adopted? Or why my parents didn't want me? But then I realized maybe they did the right thing to give me up to a family that could possibly support me better. This is more than a blog to me because I've had to deal with this my whole life, and to be able to unlock the hold in my thoughts is a great feeling. Many people might think it was wrong for my parents to do that and they could be right. But with or without my parents I'm still surviving in life and doing all the right things I need to do to get ahead. But don't get me wrong I do miss growing up without my actual parents. Theirs been some hard times but what kept me from loosing my mind is knowing that I still have my sisters. We help each other with difficulties and comfort each other when we have minor breakdowns. regardless of everything I love my sisters for being their for me and i love my new family. This just goes to show you that even when times are hard things will get better as long as you have faith in what you want to accomplish. As for me, I'm waiting for a day when I can finally see my parents face to face and say "I love you mom and I love you dad".
We're at the crossroads my dear
Where do we go from here
Maybe you wont go maybe you'll stay
I know I'm going to miss you either way
Its such a lonely road
Where do we go from here (We go) (All I Can Do Is)
Follow the tracks of my tears (Follow The Tracks) (Tears)
When I cry your name
Am I calling in vain?
Am I waitin' only to drown in pain?
Don't you do it no don't you leave me this way
I don't know if I could lift my head and face another day
It's such a lonely road
Where do we go from here (We go) (All I Can Do Is)
Follow the tracks of my tears (Follow The Tracks) (Tears)
Usually not the kind of girl who's lost and looking for direction
Who could this be staring at me
When I'm looking in the mirror trying find the resolution
Were to far gone to find our way home
Where do we go from here (We go) (All I Can Do Is)
Follow the tracks of my tears (Follow The Tracks of my tears)
Where do we go from here (Maybe you will go maybe you'll stay) (All I Can Do Is)
Follow the tracks of my tears (Follow) (Either Way)
Oh oh oh
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Se8e3oiGjGA
We're at the crossroads my dear
Where do we go from here
Maybe you wont go maybe you'll stay
I know I'm going to miss you either way
Its such a lonely road
Where do we go from here (We go) (All I Can Do Is)
Follow the tracks of my tears (Follow The Tracks) (Tears)
When I cry your name
Am I calling in vain?
Am I waitin' only to drown in pain?
Don't you do it no don't you leave me this way
I don't know if I could lift my head and face another day
It's such a lonely road
Where do we go from here (We go) (All I Can Do Is)
Follow the tracks of my tears (Follow The Tracks) (Tears)
Usually not the kind of girl who's lost and looking for direction
Who could this be staring at me
When I'm looking in the mirror trying find the resolution
Were to far gone to find our way home
Where do we go from here (We go) (All I Can Do Is)
Follow the tracks of my tears (Follow The Tracks of my tears)
Where do we go from here (Maybe you will go maybe you'll stay) (All I Can Do Is)
Follow the tracks of my tears (Follow) (Either Way)
Oh oh oh
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Se8e3oiGjGA
justina, i had no idea you were adopted. so i have no words to offer that can alleviate your pain. you're a beautiful girl with aspirations to succeed in this difficult life, and i wish you all the best. without a strong religious foundation, it is nearly impossible to overcome hurdles in life; pray about everything.
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